When I miss a deadline like this, I always think back to a scene from Wes Anderson’s second feature, Rushmore, when high school theater director (and recent high school dropout) Max Fisher presents his melancholic/deeply-depressed mentor Herman Blume with a kind of peace offering.
They meet on a street corner in front of Max’s father’s barber shop and Max gives Herman a box, which he opens:
I love this scene and even though I never knew for sure what Herman’s choice meant (which is more desirable, punctuality or perfect attendance?), it was clear to me that the awards meant so much to Max and by extension to his friend. They’re not awards I would receive and maybe that’s why they make me really love Max. He’s always showing up and he’s always on time. There's a voice deep inside me that tells me I should always turn my homework in on time like I used to. I should be more like Max. He inspires nostalgia.
When you live far from where you grew up, it seems like it’s easy to feel separated from where you came from. I mean that in a number of ways: geographically, politically, spiritually, intellectually even. I like to think that a far move will shake up a person’s identity, force it in news directions by exposing it to foreign culture. That culture part is the key. I think above all else, it’s easy to become separated from your own culture, the culture you grew up on.
Max Fischer: That's the Perfect Attendance Award and the Punctuality Award. I got those at Rushmore. I thought you could choose which one you like more, and you could wear one and I could wear the other.
Herman Blume: [after gravely considering both the proffered olive branch and the choice] I'll take Punctuality.
Max Fischer: [smiles] Okay.
I love this scene and even though I never knew for sure what Herman’s choice meant (which is more desirable, punctuality or perfect attendance?), it was clear to me that the awards meant so much to Max and by extension to his friend. They’re not awards I would receive and maybe that’s why they make me really love Max. He’s always showing up and he’s always on time. There's a voice deep inside me that tells me I should always turn my homework in on time like I used to. I should be more like Max. He inspires nostalgia.
When you live far from where you grew up, it seems like it’s easy to feel separated from where you came from. I mean that in a number of ways: geographically, politically, spiritually, intellectually even. I like to think that a far move will shake up a person’s identity, force it in news directions by exposing it to foreign culture. That culture part is the key. I think above all else, it’s easy to become separated from your own culture, the culture you grew up on.
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Parents’ Weekend sparked a little more nostalgia in me, which makes sense what with all of the conversational reminders about my past. At one point I started thinking about my own history. Then I thought about the history of my taste.
I guess I have a confession to make. When I was five years old, it was Jurassic Park that inspired me to make movies.
Obviously the significance of that isn’t too clear without a little explanation, since whenever I tell people that they’re usually just amazed that I started trying to make movies at that point in my life (I shot them on an early 90s camcorder that weirdly my parents let a very young child handle) but to me the strangest thing is that it was Jurassic Park that made me want to get into this art form in the first place. Jurassic Park, this landmark in Computer-Generated Imagery, which dominates the world of mainstream movies and has arguably become the crutch that the entire industry rests on.
So much of what I’ve complained about here, in a way, stems from Jurassic Park and Spielberg’s innovative use of CGI. But that doesn’t mean I should blame him or the movie or my young self for being blown away by it; Nirvana doesn’t suck just because almost every grunge-inspired band that came after them did. I mean, the analogy isn’t perfect because unlike grunge, CGI is here to stay, but nobody should ever be making the claim that Spielberg is a guy who doesn’t care about his image quality. I won’t speak ill of Spielberg.
Regardless, though, I look back on the beginning of my love for cinema and I can’t help but feel separate from it in a way. It was a totally different love back then. I was five and obsessed with dinosaurs and Spielberg making them come alive opened my mind to the idea that you could have any kind of experience you wanted, live in any kind of world, if you could translate your imagination into movies. I believe that still and it’s the main reason I still do this.
I came to love the movies thanks to what I would call a great spectacle film, Jurassic Park. In 2011, I find myself tired of spectacle films and I wonder where I would be if I had never moved on from the dinosaurs. These days I believe we need to focus on other ways to create new worlds. CGI cannot always be the broad brush. It shouldn’t always be the main tool.
I put forth the idea that Jurassic Park is the ultimate spectacle film in that addresses this very issue. Jesus, those dinosaurs are incredible. But if we let them run amok they will kill us all.
Did the raptors represent represent Spectacle itself to Spielberg? Maybe not. But maybe they did. He knew the story he was making was about the dangers of taking Spectacle – a theme park – to its logical extreme. And then he went and he made the Spectacle so good that we all spent the last twenty years chasing after that and missed the moral entirely.
Spielberg. Sneaky devil.
I came to love the movies thanks to what I would call a great spectacle film, Jurassic Park. In 2011, I find myself tired of spectacle films and I wonder where I would be if I had never moved on from the dinosaurs. These days I believe we need to focus on other ways to create new worlds. CGI cannot always be the broad brush. It shouldn’t always be the main tool.
In regard to that criticism, which applies to so much of today's Hollywood product, Jurassic Park is exempt.
I’m going to suggest an idea: Jurassic Park is all about Spectacle. Exhibit A:
Exhibit B:
But just as it revels in the magic of the experience it offers, the reanimation of dinosaurs, Park also spends it entire second and third act driving home the idea that spectacle can be dangerous. It can bite your fucking head off, endanger the lives of your grandchildren, and take out your best in-house poachers with a sneak attack:
I’m going to suggest an idea: Jurassic Park is all about Spectacle. Exhibit A:
Exhibit B:
But just as it revels in the magic of the experience it offers, the reanimation of dinosaurs, Park also spends it entire second and third act driving home the idea that spectacle can be dangerous. It can bite your fucking head off, endanger the lives of your grandchildren, and take out your best in-house poachers with a sneak attack:
I put forth the idea that Jurassic Park is the ultimate spectacle film in that addresses this very issue. Jesus, those dinosaurs are incredible. But if we let them run amok they will kill us all.
Did the raptors represent represent Spectacle itself to Spielberg? Maybe not. But maybe they did. He knew the story he was making was about the dangers of taking Spectacle – a theme park – to its logical extreme. And then he went and he made the Spectacle so good that we all spent the last twenty years chasing after that and missed the moral entirely.
Spielberg. Sneaky devil.